i would love to put my middle finger in front of your face,tell you how much i hate you, then kill you slowly so you can feel how hurt it is and i can enjoy the pain in ur face. if i were ɑ psychopath, i will do it right away.
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Saya kelelahan, lelah berlari dari kenyataan.
Saya kelelahan, lelah bertahan tanpa ada yang menopang.
Saya kelelahan, mati-matian berusaha berdiri tanpa tulang.
Saya kelelahan, berdiri, bertahan, berlari tanpa tujuan.
Saya kelelahan menutup-nutupi bangkai hati saya yang terpecah-pecah dengan segulungan senyum.
Saya kelelahan menahan sakit tertusuk pecahan-pecahan hati yang hancur, berpura-pura bahwa saya baik-baik saja.
Tapi saya terbiasa dengan kelelahan yang menyiksa ini.
Mungkin sebaiknya saya nikmati saja rasa lelah yang berkepanjangan ini.
Sendiri. Ya, sendiri saja.
Mungkin sendiri lebih baik.
1. a big box of chocolate
2. New shoes! Flat ones please dear santa.. Sandals would be good too..
3. A one (or two) day (week better ټ ) treatment for my tired, exhausted, untreated body.
4. Please make 2011 goes faster than 2010.
5. Graduate from college in time.
6. I wanna meet my friends.. Have fun with them and never lose them again.
7. To have my loving heart back into shape, not broken pieces like this, anymore.
8. For you to be happy. With or without me.
9. Another box of chocolate. Or ice cream. Lots of it.
10. A vacation! A great one i mean. 11. for santa to grant all my wishes to come true..